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I’m A Mess Today

Posted by: beaner927 on: August 24, 2006

Today was an exciting day – the first full day of school for my youngest child. I had been through this once before, so I thought I’d be OK. In fact, I thought I’d be more excited than before. What I didn’t expect were the tears.

Jessica & I got into the appropriate Kindergarten line & we were talking to the other kids & moms, and everything was fine. And then the school bell rang. I don’t know why, but the bell just triggered these huge tears that I had to fight back because I didn’t want Jessica to freak out. So I gave her a kiss & she walked into the school like such a big girl! I walked back to my car and sobbed. I’m not used to this. Sure, I can be an emotional person, but I didn’t think I’d be so emotional about this.

So now the house is quiet, except for the sound of my coffeemaker (you called it JL!) It’s comfoting to have my dog around, so I don’t feel so alone, but trust me I am loving this too!

I’m  looking forward to having a really quiet ‘quiet time’ this morning…..so I’m going to go sit on the back porch, drink some coffee, and embrace this new stage of life!

4 Responses to "I’m A Mess Today"

LOVE the new blog look! Hot! I guess you know it’s been too long since I’ve commented when I check your blog & you’ve moved! oops! Forgive me?

This is the third post I’ve read about back to school tears for parents! So, you are surely not alone! I have to imagine… b/c no kiddos in my household. But I’ve said lots of goodbyes in life. Even when they’re temporary, they’re hard. And transitions, even when they’re your choice, can still be rough patches to get through.

Thinking of you today…
Thankful for you today…

Angie

I remember tearing up when Danielle went to kindergarten. Actually I think I’ve teared up almost every year when I see her walking to the bus stop. I realize she’s only starting 3rd grade, but she seems so grown up. Enjoy your quiet time and coffee.

yay you! for getting through it. You know, she only went so happily because you gave her such a good, secure start. When mine left for kindergarten (forever ago) I finally told myself I could love them just as much while they were at school as I could when they were home all day.

I know you may not see this right now, but the day will come when you’ll be happy to send them back to school. Trust me!

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